The way it still is...

why is it so easy to lie to our selves? I can understand being able to lie to others...it's not like that they are inside our heads'...or they can hear what's in our hearts...and yet! How is it that we can manipulate our selves into thinking that every thing is going to be alright, or things are not as bad as they seem to be! Things are as bad as they seem....things aren't going to be alright unless we face the the reality set before us. In every facet of our lives, we are blinded by the truth that lays before us...Our jobs, our relationships, our faiths....why can't we just wake up to the truth? it's taken me 3 decades to finally have the veil lifted from my eyes, and I have to say....things are UGLY! At least for me any ways...and it's time I finally do some thing about it! There are a lot of things that I would of like to become....Firefighter, Police Officer...Hell, I would of liked to become a Nurse! What I knew for sure what I always wanted to be is happy...and I have to tell ya, I'm not happy...and I haven't been for a really long time. Well, no more...time to throw a middle finger to the world and start doing things my way;-)